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Bitter music.

Tue Oct 27, 2009, 10:00 PM
Mood: bitter
Music: "The Saltwater Room" - Owl City

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A-hand I remember why I was bitter for all of that time.

Anyway.

Ever have those moments when you find out somebody you can't stand likes your favorite band or movie or something? And it just kinda makes you want to retch?

Yyyyyeah.

Major Influences: Delya and Stoney

Sat Oct 24, 2009, 3:01 AM
Mood: Nostalgic and extremely grateful
Music: "Hey, Soul Sister" - Train

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Let's get right down to it.

I owe a lot to a few people on this site, particularly :icondelya: and :iconatomicstoney:.

I was alerted of a reuploading of quite a lot of old art from the both of them thanks to Stoney this morning, and I thought I would check it out. What should I see first other than one of the very first ever pictures done by her that I saw on this site. Seeing her work led me to several more artists, among them great folks like *raygirl, `snowkatt101, and many others. Delya was among them, and it was probably her and Stoney's combined art that gave me the inspiration and motivation to help me down my creative road.

That was over five years ago. (March 24th, 2004)

I've mostly fallen out of contact with both of them. It makes me sad, because while I was never in the group of artists that was really booming back then with the big Ray craze, I wanted to be. They were all so cool and talented, when I was low on the ladder. We hit some bumps, but mostly ended up with better friendships after my mistakes were fixed, and all sorts of other crazy things! I saw some changes in the handful of artists I wasn't expecting and wasn't always happy with, and now? I've only been following one of them lately.

So I say this.

Even if we don't end up being friends or anything, though that would be cool to see if we could strike back up what little we had before, you were a part of my history. Delya, you set my shit straight a few times, and I'll never forget it. And Stoney, you've gone through so much crap that you don't deserve.

A piece of my creative heart goes out to you guys. Thanks for everything.

Baleet.

Sun Oct 11, 2009, 10:19 PM
Mood: I have no energy at all
Music: Tsuki no Mayu

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Deleted everything except for a couple things. Lots of my stuff is crap, so it needed to get out of here. Mostly fanart and the very rare good original art specimen.

Bump.

Fri Aug 7, 2009, 2:42 AM
Mood: Tired
Music: 2 Sense

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Self-explanatory. I don't have much else to say right now.

Ink or College

Tue May 12, 2009, 9:02 PM
Mood: Infuriated
Music: "Manipulate" - Freezepop

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Well, it's like this.

Get a tattoo, or continue living with my parents and get financial support for college.

That's a really, really nice set of options, mom and dad. I love you, too.

You know what? I'm fucking glad I'm not getting it anytime soon. I said I'd get it on my arm - and I changed my mind about the placement, not the content. I made it easier for myself by taking my father's (you know, the man you said felt sick going to work today because of all this?) advice about putting it on my back instead, but you don't seem to realize that. If it's on my back, how are people going to know I have it unless I'm naked or I tell them? You don't really listen, though. I really don't want to listen to you guys bitching and whining about how I'm "hurting" and "disrespecting" you by getting this and "ruining" my beautiful skin. It's... really not worth it, trying to see you pull guilt cards on me left and right, when they've never done anything in the past. I don't agree with you to admit you're right - I do it to shut you two the fuck up. Most of the time I will agree, but there are just some times when you really need to not say anything else on the subject.

I don't really find all of this surprising, though. You guys weren't even supportive of my artist career idea, so hey, what's another art-related goal of mine to you? Garbage.

Like it's always been.

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